Our words never seem to reach you
maybe you comprehend for a little then let love blind you
open your eyes,
don't let your heart speak for you
Caught in a cycle,
[The Arcade Speaks]: "You Lose!
Continue?"
A vet at this game
You're diggin' for change
because you can't stand that fact that
1st: Doesn't read your name...
I know you're hoping things will change
but how many chances will you take before you realize its been enough?

Now I know quitting ain't easy
but lets take a look at the past
I guarantee your pillows knows the good and the bad
though it cannot speak
it can feel the texture of each salty tear that it takes in
and no one said love was easy
but don't you ever stop and wonder that maybe you deserve better?
that maybe happiness does exist in a place thats not like this.

From what I see your self-image is twisted
but I haven't the chance to dig past the exterior
to excavate the secrets that make up who you are...
You've blamed yourself and let him repeatedly toy with your emotions at will
You deserve better than that
you claim its non-existent but how do you find someone new
when your past is a reoccurring day-dream of what you want to be?
Just because you haven't found him yet doesn't mean he doesn't exist...

Looks to me you have two options...
you can either continue to play the game,
or let it go [until later where you can resolve things]and make yourself happy
because now you aren't...

Much Love,
Jimmy Desire