What is it that holds me back?
Stops me from shouting out how much I hate you
Or love you
I don't even know
There a ball of fury festering deep with in me
But it just won't show its self
It choses to hide among one of my many masks
The masks that have decieved many including me
What is this boiling sensation that grinds my emotions into nothingness
Leaves me with nothing to feel
But its own emptiness
Strips me of everything that I knew my self to be
What are you
What do you want from me