I'm sorry that I can't be with you. I'm sorry that I'm hurting you. Everyday. I seldom get the chance to call you, or write you a letter. I know things are complicated, but know that I love you.
      You once told me why you do that you do. You said you felt worthless, that you're life meant nothing. But you mean something to me.
      I know that you won't **** yourself. You've never been the one to take the easy way out. But everyday, I worry about you, and wonder how many more cuts you have today. Please realize I don't say that to make you feel guilty. I just wanted you to know how I feel.
      And love, know that no matter what you do to yourself, that I love you.

                                      Silently Sealed,
                                                     beca