i wonder what would happen
if i commeted suicide
those of you who think this means i am suicidal
i'm not

it just mean you care more
when one foot is out the door
you feel worse when you see someone crying
you wanna find them more
when you see they are hiding

if i commeted suicide
i wouldn't worry about whos there
at my funeral
i wouldn't care

because if i commeted suicide
that means i already lost
i was done
i wanted to escape
whatever the cost

i will not commit suicide
but i will die inside
next time you say

*i am not right