Sometimes I smoke until I can't breathe
Sometimes I drink until I can't see
Sometimes I drive too fast and listen to music so loud it hurts
Sometimes I greet perverted men's
stares with promiscuous smiles
Sometimes I kiss people I shouldn't
& let them unbutton my jeans
Sometimes I lie through my teeth
Sometimes I don't feel a thing
Sometimes I think I'm alive
Sometimes I know I never will be
Sometimes I hold myself
because you're not here to do it
Sometimes I think I won't miss you
But I know I always will