Something‘s happening


I recognize you vanishing
I perceive my desire fading
I sense my need disappearing


Memory blurs


I remember you in sepia
in a distant corner of my mind


I don’t want to know
I am not curious anymore


I recall…
the hole you kept digging in my heart
the deception you kept sustaining
the dream you kept abusing
the violence with which you kept pushing

the predictable ending in which you kept me stuck



I’m not missing the warmth of your lies anymore


Instead
rays of light touched my skin

carefully…

gently…


I leave your dark
Forsake your mystery
Desert your misery
Your life that wasn’t a life at all

I quit your story
Abandon your ghost


I leave him alone
for I don’t belong to
where he pretends to live


See
- I’m breathing -
bathing in sunlight
bathing in verity
bathing in presence


I’m gone
**I’m gone for good