My emotions are frozen, in a block of stone
untouched by time, or people filled with hate
Love, hope, joy, rage, sadness, faith, kindness
None of these are at my command, forever lost

Out of sync with my feelings, no way to get back
hopeless, loveless, unable to feel anything
Im sick of these missing emotions
even though i know no different

I cant stand this emptiness inside my heart
i cant love anyone, no feelings come forth
when i think i love someone, they leave, and im the same
untouched by their absence, indifferent to the pain

Over this gaping wound, this slit wrist, a noose hanging
Pills spilled across the sink, a bottle of poison lays empty
I feel nothing over my absence, no emotions bubble forth
until im on the floor, covered in red, laying in blood....

fear.