I flood of memories race through me
reminding me of my foolish behaviour
A wave of agony rushed over me
bringing me from my drunken stupor

I remember a night, filled with bad decisions
I lust after someone i shouldnt have
and we kissed, i kissed him and he kissed me
but he still finds hes straight, what folly

But i pushed him into it, without a word uttered
he lent in and so did i, until we were locked together
At the lips is where we met, something i doubt ill forget
An amazing kiss and a bottle of wine later

He had to leave and i was upset, happy about the kiss
He will regret his decision to lean, to kiss and hold
His actions were strong, drunken and bold
He needed a release and there i was, right in front

With this being said he lent in first, yet i went along
as if i didnt know better, granted we were drunk
and out of our minds, it doesnt matter, im filled with shame
I dont regret kissing him, i merely regret meeting him

It was a mistake on his part and mine
Hes not okay with it, but me, im fine
i will make it up to him if only i can,
in 3 more days we'll be kissing again