Hypocrite. I can't find any other words to describe you. Hypocrite. Saying you won't drink and drinking the next minute. Looking me in the eye and drinking. Have you no honor? Have you no dignity? You're so weak. You gave in so easily. Just to have fun. Just to dance. And what's the price you pay for this? Misery. You chose to live miserably for a few moments of fun. I understand that you can tell someone else you won't do it but then you do it. It's ok we all do that. But how could you deceive yourself. How could you lie to the one person that will be there for you forever. How can you live with yourself when you treat yourself like ****? You bring on your own misery. If you start treating yourself better maybe you won't hate yourself so much.