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May 2014
AND
It's late on a Sunday, and I'm all alone
why did u leave me and go home?
Your texts stopped and I enjoyed it
the sad silence had ruined me within...

I guess those secrets and jokes we said
and all those little empty promises
were just as it was and will always be
I don't think I trusted anyone this way

You said you'd be there, said u always cared
I guess you just lied, like u always did
was I the fool for having to trust you?
Maybe I was right in the first place
you should just remain a friend, enemy
maybe we should just call it quits

and your very last text to me just read
I AM SORRY AND I HOPE YOU FORGIVE ME
you were just a drip too much of water
and our love was like the sunshine
its everywhere and its a ****

its growing in my backyard, and I got rid of it
coz it reminded me of you and all my mistakes
I wish I never made
all those times I poured my heart out
you just laughed on the other side of the phone
and I guess it ended just too quick for us both
and now I am busy searching for the one who'll be there

Distance  you always wanted distance
Time, you always needed time
to think about your mistakes and your sayings
and how you left me alone again and I remember how we last saw each other through the mirror
and its all a coincidence
that you needed distance
and you needed your space
I was there to give it all away

And I am busy listening to my songs I sing
you are busy complaining on everything
and when I go swimming at the beach
you get so jealous of all of em staring at me
but you dont know how lucky you are
to have me around and be your only star

and I want you to know, I will be waiting
for you to be saying
that you're always thinking of me
and I hope you are feeling
like you're missing
every single thing about me

but I guess that I was dreaming for a bit too long
and you woke up from paradise when you spoke
about you leaving and you'll never see me
and I will be crying

just say goodbye you coward, you never even cared
you didnt have the guts to tell me face to face
and now after months of me crying and you begging again
I sit with the same old problem I sat with before

and you make me feel
like it's a bit too much to love
somebody you dont really wanna know
and it's all a game
and I always keep on losing it
and you wish you were the winner

and you wish you had me...
JAK AL TARBS
Written by
JAK AL TARBS  England
(England)   
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