I have purged my sacred atmosphere

of billious and twisted countenances

the only one spitting bile this time

is myself



i ***** poison into the eyes of my love

but she keeps on kissing my aching skin

she says she loves me still

even though her eyesockets are but hollow gapes at this moment



i'm so scared to leave this prison

the place i have been living for the past 100 years or so

i destroy the passion i once felt for my kindred

so that i may leave with you, on our ship to the stars



let me be your moon at midnight

as you are the all-encompassing vacuum in my heart

let me enter you and combust within you

it is the reason for my creation



i dream of writing your forbidden name into my skin

your secret name, hidden even from your perception

for if you hear it, it will be wounded

it has happened before

it must not be uttered

i only scream it inside when i shatter and die within you



kiss me now



kiss me with those lips that you we're born with, but that belong to me