I'm stressing over love and letting darkness build up inside me,
I wonder if I'm at a state of mind where getting love is strange,
I hear words from Lucifer saying that I'm just a disgusting man,
I see horrendous deeds being done that I need to change,
I want to ask for forgiveness, a clean slate, even though it has been given,
I'm stressing over love and letting darkness build up inside me.

I pretend to know I'm loved from the Son of Man,
I feel like I am in a fake cell being held by some fake police,
I touch things with a loving hand, but in my mind I feel like they turn to sand,
I cry when I show all this pain, when it's just weakness leaving the body,
I'm stressing over love and letting darkness build up inside me.

I understand agape love and what God has for me,
I say "God where are you? I'm lost! Blind me so that I can see!"
I dream I can reach up and grab! The hem of his guarment or at least I can touch his hand,
I try to play this picture perfect person when I am just a disgusting man,
I hope that I find the forgiveness and love from the lamb that has risen,
I'm stressing over love and letting darkness build up inside me.