Have you ever sat and down and thought about stuff but not really think about them all?

Have you ever wondered why the bad things happen after the good things?

Have you ever wondered what it is that wipes all the great things from your mind?

Have you ever regretted making a decision that could have changed or prevented something else?

Have you ever needed to cry so bad but the corners of your eyes refuse it?

Have you ever felt so pathetic that it hurts your heart knowing what you've become lately?

Have you ever felt so ashamed that you hide behind a curtain of make believe everyday?

Have you ever been so ashamed of what you are or what you've become that you think life would be better without you in it?

Have you ever cried in an apology so hard that they think your faking it really well?

Have you ever wanted to die so bad, that you think life is just the sentence instead?

I, Catherine Francis Pelletier, do.