To do something for myself
I have to hurt my heart,
and yours.
Please forgive me,
for running away.
I don't want to
do this.
I don't want to
lose what we have.
I don't want to
ruin us.
I'm sick,
and getting worse.
I'm addicted to this place
and you.
I need to leave everything behind
to heal.
To find myself,
I need to lose you.