i hate you
because
i like you
too ******* much.
and i hate you
because you
left your smell
all over my
body, my skin.
and i hate you
for making me
so happy but
making sure that
i know it will
never last.
i hate you for
pulling me in
over and over,
for bullshitting
me every time.
and i hate you
for believing me
when i say its
all ok because
its not and it
never will be
because i really
will never admit
how much i
******* like you.