My pain
My scars
My Tears

My fear, it devoures me.

The Desire
No.. The want
No.... The Need
To have physical pain to undo the mental pain, it destroys me.

My mind -
Plays tricks
Feeds me lies
Teaches me my addictions.

I am -
Imprisoned
Chained
Drowning
Loved

I Feel -
Broken
Alone
Abandoned
As if there is no escape

Like dying.