As she lays there in the darkness of her room she can feel the silence close in around her , But unlike some she is not afraid of what lies in the darkness but of the ever growing demons she fights within herself to keep who she is from falling apart at the seams .As the voices within grow louder her eyes begin to fill with tears as she tells her self this is the end this is it i might as well give in ,but suddenly at the last moment it is like she is standing on the tallest cliff about to jump over board but what does she do what road does she take what path does she walk down which way does she turn she has spent her whole life looking for answers but yet has come up short handed in the life that she should lead always questioning herself ,doubting herself ,yet in a blink of an eye she is alone once again as she fights the demons in which she doubts her whole existance lost in thought  an memories of what could be or might have been forever wondering in the silence with her demons lost.