I am  vulnerable to my emotion and it leaves me lying here like a baby imprisoned in a crib wishing i was in your arms but knowing that love will never be enough
I am thinking here about the past, about the future but unable to understand the present because I am too much of a coward to face what is happening
I'll lock all the doors and hide away.
I'll remember your kiss until it fades away
I'm in withdrawal and its making me sick
Like a heroine addict that is so desperately trying to quit
I'll forget you
Like I forgot the other men
I'll regret you
For all the crying and all the pain
But I'll love you
Until the day I close my eyes to life
And appear as a figure in the shadow of death
I wanted this more than  anything in the world
but we all have to swallow the pills to a brighter tomorrow
so that we can be happy once again