Lost in confusion. She didn't understand. How could she just leave her? Leave her to deal with the pain. The guilt. The tears and the dreary days. She needed her. How could she go on? How could she live? Going through the motions of each day. How could she stop caring? Could she get over this? She wanted her to feel good again, but she couldn't lose her. It just couldn't happen. She wouldn't let it happen. Whatever it took, she wasn't gonna lose her. She wasn't supposed to be an angel. *That's my job.