As I cannot put my heart and soul into things I want to say to you
I will put everything in the poems that I write
about how i had you
and lost you
and how you held me
and kissed me
and broke me
and how I loved you
and how I still do
and how I miss you

I'm broken now and nothing can heal me
except the slightest touch of your hands
around my waist

I can't move on if your memory has decided
to play games with my mind
I'm confused all the time because of you
I don't know what I want
I don't know what I need
I just don't know anymore

*I just really really want you back.