honestly?
I should have stopped,
let it go, done, finished
but it was
like you were written in my bones
uncertain and unknown
you flow through my bloodstream
screaming in silence, ringing in my ears
over the things in my head
inside the paranoia
all the hysteria
you still managed to
drive me crazier
insane, uncontrollably nuts
in your own kind of way
slowly, then all
at ******* once

I should have stopped you
(I know I can)
I should've tried to,
but little did I know
I was not that strong
to stop my own desire
of fulfilling your desires