Jan 2014
this feeling is tremendously anew
my friends find it normal
my best ones find it hard to see
I find it how I find it -
revolving around you
a girl falling for a girl
is not new but it is bewildering
even for me who accepts the truth
that I may be really falling for you
It does not hurt (right now)
knowing you might never want me back
but the feeling is strong,
it does not hold back
it’s a scratch deep
with what they say
you feel a scratch more
than a wound deep to your skin
I like it, and I won’t deny it
I like a girl, and it feels good
feeling like this for the first time
letting it all go, not afraid of the hurt
my friends find it normal
my best ones find it hard to see
I find it how I find it -
revolving around you
a girl falling for a girl
is not new but it is bewildering
even for me who accepts the truth
that I may be really falling for you
It does not hurt (right now)
knowing you might never want me back
but the feeling is strong,
it does not hold back
it’s a scratch deep
with what they say
you feel a scratch more
than a wound deep to your skin
I like it, and I won’t deny it
I like a girl, and it feels good
feeling like this for the first time
letting it all go, not afraid of the hurt
I told my friends of the certain changes that has occurred to me when I entered college and they were surprised. I anticipated that, but I felt like they need more time to accept the changes in me. And I have to give them that time. This girl, she's special. for me, at least. And I am glad that I felt this way for her. I hope I get the chance to know her more.
(She asked me to go to a concert with her, guys!)
(She asked me to go to a concert with her, guys!)
