The feeling of dread overcomes me once again Gut stabbing heart sinking strain My mind screams no the colors fade out and in I stand with my head turned upward fractured light beams My fingertips are shriveled my body purple I breathe in and out with every gasp it rushes in dying my dreams Sometimes the world shakes and it makes me so dizzy I run through the halls of the labyrinth shapes shifting shadows lifting then dropping over and over again My hands lie still but my mind screams in shrills The colors fade out and in.