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PRESSURE - like animal skin stretched over the head of a drum, my heart, BEATING, like ancient hands, BEATING an even more ancient rhythm, BEATING. BEATING. tribal eyes wide, pupils bare, BEATING with ayahausca or psilocybin, ibogain or some sort of villlage speed BEATEN. BEATEN. with dirt and herbs, a lion's adrenal gland to make the Super Amphetamine, royal in it's derivatives and it makes the heart BEAT BEAT BEAT like a prisoner in the straight jacket of lungs it BEATS and screams blood into bursting vessels it BEATS like the misunderstood youth of the 20th Century, the frenetic spirit HOT and LOUD and lost... POUNDING HEART BEAT NO MORE FOR THE NON-**** GIVERS! leave it to the liver to filter out those toxic connections that evoke those dire emotions arresting both the heart and the breath IF I AM TO FEEL CLOSE TO DEATH let it be because if I were to live any longer in a happiness, it would just be unfair to the rest that if I were to live any longer in a happiness the whole of my being would fold into the openness of my chest IF I AM TO FEEL CLOSE TO DEATH it will not be caused by a PANIC, a PANIC caused by a PUSH, a PUSH caused by discontentment, discontentment caused by impatience, and impatience caused by the resounding WUBwubWUBwubWUBwub of a beating heart. THE LIVING INSTRUMENT. living instrument, sing to me what is meant living instrument, can you forget what once madeΒ Β your strings as heavy as led? what once made you wrench? living instrument, twice as large as the machine in the skull, why do we bother with loving? living instrument, are you solid enough to take this fall?