I don't live, I exist. I don't smile, I lie. I don't cry, I'm too strong. I do not meet new people, i get nervous. I do not go out, that needs friends. I do not trust people, other than a few. I am not just me, I have a brother and a sister. I am more than just a girl, I'm a complicated mess. I do not dissolve like aspirin, I'm more like a capsule. I do not melt like the snow, I'm more like an iceberg. What you see is a calm surface. When really, it's a storm inside.