ripping shredding stabbing scratching burning
churning spinning flipping falling slipping
punching kicking fighting screaming crying
Falling apart at your words
Every particle that completes me is on fire
Anger streaks through my veins, red hot
They melt at the heat and my blood boils
It's so viciously painful
I feel my heart battering against its enclosure
Demanding revenge, revelation, relief, rest
My skin is crawling with a sensation I have never felt
I hate it, despise it, loathe it
You are every thought in my brain and every gasp of polluted air I take into my lungs
Your name, your face, your words, your smell, your existence...
it
        is
            killing
                 ­       me
Every sweet whisper, every nose-to-nose embrace, every soft touch of your lips...
they flash in front of my eyes like a horrific montage of lies and nightmares
I find myself stumbling to find solid ground
Everything beneath my feet moves
Everything in front of my eyes rotates
I lie flat, motionless
Everything stills and I can see straight
I can't feel the ground beneath my cheek as I lie there
Then like the lights dim before the movie starts, the darkness creeps in
I am left with my thoughts, ravaged
Tell me, what do you mean you found someone else?