I want to say 'hey'
Every time I catch you online
But I try to hold myself back
And just lurk from afar.

I want to say 'I miss you'
But I decide to keep it to myself
Until that time it becomes too great to
be kept inside
(But I swear, that's how it feels every single time)

I want to say 'I want you back'
But I do not want to scare you away
Or to jump into things too fast
When I know you'd want to give this time.

I want to say 'I want you mine again'
But I guess I don't need to,
at least for now.
For I am content
with knowing that I have committed
myself to be yours,
all yours.
And I am not expecting you to pay it back.
I am happy to know that I am inspired
to be a better person
to be better every day
for hopes that someday, my prayers will be granted
that I, be yours again.

And I want to tell you those 3 words,
those 3 words I have heard from you (and I vividly remember how your voice and tone sounds like)
sweetly, beautifully...
Yet I knew I took for granted at one point in our relationship.
But I will wait.
Because I know that the next time I do and the next time
I hear them from you...
We will be eternal.