“What keeps you from visiting?” “I don’t like how it feels.” “How does it feel?” “Like… like eating a sandwich you don’t want to eat. Like you’re not hungry or your appetite is missing. Gone, never formed, I don’t know. And it’s not even a good sandwich, either. It tastes like poverty. Bread heels, cheap jelly. It’s gross.” “Going home feels gross?” “Yeah. Yeah, it does.”