If I hold it in where does it go?
Does it forever become a part of my soul?
Expanding me and who I am
Without it would I understand?
It makes me whole, am I half?
Makes me sad, still I laugh
Maybe I should just let it go
Hang a vacancy sign on my soul
All I can do is be above
In my heart feel the love
Faith in me and what I do
Even when I play the fool
I am wrong but I still grow strong
From my darkness I will dawn
Everyday I receive this gift
Recharge my soul so I can lift
My head up high and wonder why
I don't float up into the sky
Will I fly if I release my sins?
Till that day I hold it in...