Oct 2013
When she said those words.
I broke, for truly.
She choose someone over me.
And I could feel her breath on my face.
She was so close and ..so so very cold.
My soul fell from me to the dirt.
I felt so cold I thought I had died.
My eyes glossed over and I lost my air.
I felt cold and empty
As if no warmth had ever touched me.
My vision faded grey then turned black.
When I came back, she was still inches from me.
But I only wanted one thing, I wanted to die.
I broke, for truly.
She choose someone over me.
And I could feel her breath on my face.
She was so close and ..so so very cold.
My soul fell from me to the dirt.
I felt so cold I thought I had died.
My eyes glossed over and I lost my air.
I felt cold and empty
As if no warmth had ever touched me.
My vision faded grey then turned black.
When I came back, she was still inches from me.
But I only wanted one thing, I wanted to die.
Weeks later My father told me my body had actually gone into shock from sheer emotional pain. Sadly this girl hurt me and brought a wave of depression that broke me. I ran away, I live on my parent's couch. I hate this I really do
