i wonder if you'll be horrified, seeing me smiling the same way you've been smiling since, ever since the first drops and the first milligrammes broke your face but ghastly, thinner, gaunt hearing light and seeing sound the way it first crept on our skin i know you know it's not really you
i wonder if it is horror to find out that i am living this life with this decrepit shell that we have ended up in i know it feels a horror to know yes, we have died only that you also get to know what you look like as a corpse after that very uncomfortable mouth to mouth
i regret knowing how you would feel knowing that i kept on regardless
sincerely, i didn't mean to scare you but you did. you ******* you should drink a lot more water.