I learned a lot today about the person I used to love and the person I still love.
He used to be so young and so wild... now he's into drugs.
He is the only one I think about... even when I'm trying to use someone else to make him go away.
He used to be so strong and so caring... now he's weak and sad whether he admits it or not.
He is so weak and alone... and has no idea how much he has hurt me.
He used to be the only one I ever wanted to grow old with.. but he moved on and so did I.
He is the one I still want to grow old and be with... but he's moving on and I can't.
I learned a lot about the boy I used to love... he isn't quite the man he thinks he is... and when I saw him it just made my heart hurt for him... how I want to help him grow.
I learned a lot about the boy I love... he is just trying to figure his life out... I only wish he would figure it out with me instead of leaving me with memories and a wounded heart.
Today I learned a lot about the boy I used to love and the boy I love... I'm not completely over either one of them...
I guess I learned a bit about myself too...