I wonder,
Will I

be able to mention your name
like I don’t really know you,
just a character passing by


I wonder,
Will I

be able to mention your name,
without hearing it
echoing back
in the wind
through the mist

your name, my pain
your laugh, my gain
your tears and I’m bane


I wonder,
Will I

be able to stop
looking
for a stranger who knows
which smile
I’m faking

who knows
that my laugh
is lying
who knows
that I am
fading


I wonder,
Will I?