I Used To Use Blades, I Used To Have Blades Of Three
Blades To Bleed, Blades To Hurt, Agony, Fiery Pain
They Were My Life, In My Dreams, I Screamed A Plea
Nothing Was Happy, No Sunshine, Only Drizzling Rain

There Was Not Future For Me, Nothing, No Hope
It Hurt To Wake Up, It Burnt In The Shower
I Thought I Would Live In The Hospital
No Life To Live, No One To Love Me In Return

Then It Stopped, Bad Thoughts Vanished
Banished From My Mind, All I Could Think Of Was Him
His Name Was And Is Blade, Not My Blades Of Three
But A Bright Shining Light In The Dark, Hopeful

His Name Is Blade, Mister Manders To Me
My Love, My Life, My Hope, My Future
Warmth, Light, Beauty, He Is Mine
And I Am His, He Is My Saviour From The Darkness