8/29/2022

Last time I write I was truly on a messy state;
Inside of me, I was carrying unnecessary hate;
Hope it's not too late, feeling much better than before;
Just needed to be in a good vibes and fix my inner core;

Last time I isolated myself to almost everyone and all;
Now even I don't call persons, they come visit me, I feel no longer lonely or small;
In such a way they help me stand to face everyday life and no longer be lazy;
I thank You God/ our Father, Creator of all, you did not abandon me to get fully crazy;

It was not easy for me and you but inside of me I truly thank you;
Even still now, at times I fight my inner demons;
Times now are truly changing just like the seasons;
Many lessons I learned in my life experience;
Ups and downs, relax, lax and immensely tense;

Now I get myself busy at what calling at that moment I needed to do;
I know I still need to do much more better
to reach my dream of few;
Father our creator just guide me each and every moment;
Help my inner being be at peace, and also the world, in my heart I know it is meant;

I know in a state of hell I went and I did not like it;
My anger, rage, hate and my inner garbage baggage I need to quit;
It was a destructive heat burning inside of me and like a stormy rain I was so cold;
I was insensitive of others around, I needed to learn and grow as I'm getting old;

Many stories we read and heard and had been told;
But now we experience the story of the world , the story of you me all of us slowly unfold;
At this moment we're on the age of technology we know what is happening all around;
Almost everywhere bad vibes, negativity is there, but peace inside of our very self is not impossible to be found;

Yes I, you, we at times are lost in our journey to our life's story;
We are not at all so perfect many falls we can make and face days so stormy;
But our story is still not finished we're still not at the end;
Great things such us a peaceful home we can all live if we all hold our hands and be not afraid to lend;

At that moment I was on a state of hell I did not run to my master;
Now little I realize, I just need to be near to our Creator our common Father;
If there is one true war I need to fight it is the war of my inner me;
Cause everything will be peaceful even the world itself if we all be at peace inside ourselves as we can see;

Yes I know I'm no perfect being each and every moment I'm learning, growing, trying;
Moments I'm down lonely and crying;
Demons, negativity inside of me I'm fighting;
Maybe I hurt someone anyone without knowing;
What happened yesterday we can no longer rewrite;
But we can learn from it, and face tomorrow and our inner demons, negativity we can fight;