anything that has once been kind
to me has left
and not come back.
So I call you 'artificial' until
you show me that
you can handle
seeing the
deepest parts of me
and still
stick around.
So far I've never had anyone
who coud handle
any part of me in
their life
And I'm stuck without
anybody or anything to
be with me
And all of the friends I have
aren't really my 'friends'
because i'll never let them get that deep
they have never and
will never
break me down to my core
like you did