I’ve got a confession to make, I wasn’t always there for you and at times I didn’t think. I wasn’t thinking about your feelings, and I want to apologize for the way I handled the night you tried to leave, I am an addict and didn’t know how to process my feelings. I have processed, grieved, and accepted those feelings. I love you forever and always but I will never be the one to you. I confess of my gut wrenching sin of playing with your blood and laughing behind the scene. I realize that wasn’t who I want to be. I have lived it over and over in my mind, and I’m ready to say goodbye to it. I hope you can forgive me of my sin of writing your name in my horrible mistake. I’m raising the white flag this time, and let it be known nation wide, I will not be that person who had clipped wings. I got over it and burnt the bridge, now better days are coming for me, I can feel it in the air. As I breath in the fresh canvas, I am writing this one bare.