All i require is peace
i desire to preserve my sanity
but my demons won't allow me
i'm detereorating to nothing
but insanity..
a series of calamities
going through my brain
dark shadows and screams of agony
paint a picture
if you can imagine the pain

I shut my eyes tightly in vain attempt to
hold back these waters
i'm a butter little too late
as they have already crossed the eyelid boarder
and flow relentlessly
... curled up in a corner
it feels like mental torture
paint a picture
if you can imagine the pain..

beside me , lies a once white handkerchief
now crimson
one can't really tell the original colour of it as it is drenched with blood , parts of it diluted with tears..
i try to say smile through the *******
but.. happiness and pain will never cohere
especially when the pain is severe..
paint a picture..
if all of this sounds clear...