I didn't know I made for lackluster company And I never realised You might get on without me so easily And I didn't know my problems Were too much for you to take But know I only have the walls And I need to find some escape
I didn't mean To treat you so unkind Ain't it just like me To not realise I'm so blind I'd never want you To feel alone in my presence And if this is how friendship works I supposed I've learned my lesson
Sooner or later one of us must know That I really did try to get close to you Sooner or later one of us must know You're the one I really tried my hardest to get close to
I wish I'd known you felt You spent a year on your own Had I known that, I might not Have to spend my whole life unknown And if that seems dramatic Cause surely I'll find someone again Then I think you overestimate My ability to make friends
Sooner or later one of us must know That I really did try to get close to you Sooner or later one of us must know You're the one I really tried my hardest to get close to
But I was only trying To do what you said I didn't know our connection Was only in my head Somebody said you're happier And I'm glad for you But I wish you could tell me Now what the **** do I do
Sooner or later one of us must know That I really did try to get close to you Sooner or later one of us must know You're the one I really tried my hardest to get close to
And I don't blame you So don't pity me and change your mind I just want you to know I never wanted to be unkind And I just wish I knew The last time I saw your home Was the last time I'd ever see it And the last time I wouldn't feel alone
Sooner or later one of us must know That I really did try to get close to you Sooner or later one of us must know You're the one I really tried my hardest to get close to
I can't help but feel Deep down you kinda lead me on But I know that you Didn't really do anything wrong And of course I respect Your feelings and decisions But it still feels like my heart Was ripped out with great precision
Sooner or later one of us must know That I really did try to get close to you Sooner or later one of us must know You're the one I really tried my hardest to get close to
And now I can't identify Any feelings anymore Cause I've never engaged In any friendship before So when you said you Still wanted to be my acquaintance If that was some kind of joke I wouldn't know how to take it
im pretty sure i just lost one of my closest friends today. ironic thing is, i only have one other friend, who is in a different country. ironic ironic thing is, i've never had a friend that close before. ha-ha. clearly i don't understand how this friendship thing works