My mind is stuck
between what it was
what it is, and what
I want it to be

My heart is stuck
between the love
that left, the love
that is here, and the
love that he wants

My days go by
thinking about
the love that is not here
smiling to the one that
is here, dreaming
about the one that will
never come back

This daily conflict
between my
mind, my heart,
my reality is eating my
soul away, and I don't
know how to stop it

I don't know how to
live this life of loving
who is not here
holding hands with
who is here, but 
       wishing everything             was like yesterday...