After vitals have been taken Before I really wake up with Cloudiness still fogging my brain, I remember Depression brought me here; the light Eases its way through the closed blinds Fully sealed windows Galvanized metal toilets Handrails not fully formed In case anyone gets any ideas; ideation Jumps to action quicker than you'd believe Knowledge of this fact binds us-- Little me would not be proud-- My mind is swimming No one is really listening Once I'd like someone to understand Progress is pointless without a destination Quiet, winding roads still call to me Reaching scenery I've never Seen before and may never see again This is freedom Under open skies Venturing further than I thought myself able Wading through still waters Xylophone tones from the nature all around Zoned out, free, finally calm and content and alone