the lights flicker off, and i hear it almost— this year’s song from last year’s ghost he plays it on repeat, the one that fades out too fast like september heat i don’t wanna sing anymore, but my mouth drives forward in wintry retribution— “take me back—” to feel the rains of one summer kiss my skin until this one freezes over and it passes into me: revenge, the weekends, the years i miss the most 'till i watch it drifting through me like mortality to the ghost