i like things that make me sleep or dream
although sleeping doesn't always imply dreaming
i'd like to think that i am dreaming a lot of the time

see, and the thing that bothered me the most about it was that
i remember a flashing light i'd stare at out in the distance at my own house
a 4am train or something maybe, i was never sure because sound never accompanied the sight

regardless coming to the staggering realization that i may never experience that small, trivial piece of time ever again in my life is

why i wrote this