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as a kid
i felt along
the walls of a
perceived dark
confinement for
escape

imagining that creatures
were taking swipes at me
with their claws and tentacles

knowing —full well— that
discovery of a light switch
would end this game of
nightmares


YEARS—


my illusion of exploration
has been reduced to ashes
from decades of rapid
illumination

just as well, i cannot afford
to trip my way through
the dark anymore

still

some nights i will turn the
lights off and imagine myself
searching patiently along
pitch black wooden panels

hoping next time i will
miss the switch &
instead


discover a lost childhood...



s jones
2021


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