In the middle of the night-has been a long time I was up.
But after today- I’m not able to stop.
My body aches from shaking uncontrollably.
My eyes hurt from holding my fist against them, trying to stop the water running out...
My heart feels crushed and my chest hurts like being unable to breathe.
I never had this kind of heartache.
My thoughts run in my head and not sure what I’m even thinking. Everything hurts.
But I still can’t sleep.