I hate this depression.
I frustrate myself so easily because of it.
I’m always constantly upset for no reason.
I get mad at myself
and feel pathetic.
After all,
I have absolutely no reason to be upset.
I'll pick the smallest thing and worry over it.
I'll obsess and concentrate
all of my guilt and depression
into this thing.
That's what I have spent all of my sadness on
I can’t let it go.
If I let it go,
I would be upset over nothing.
I would hate myself
and feel pathetic.
So, don’t tell me happiness is a choice.
All you are doing is fueling this flame
of hatred for myself.
If it was a choice…I’d have chosen happiness over this.
I hate this depression.