I think I want to cry.
I want to cry until I cant breathe anymore.
Until the pain is gone
Until someone hears me and comes to comfort me.
But no one will come
No one ever comes
It's a crime to be sad in this world
20 years old and I am supposed to enjoy every single moment
of every single day but I don't
I just go to work and return home
lay back
cry
feel
cry
feel
cry
cry
cry
always crying
never stopping
always feeling
always.
I'm not even sure how to smile anymore
Smile?
No. All I do is feel.