I think I want to cry. I want to cry until I cant breathe anymore. Until the pain is gone Until someone hears me and comes to comfort me. But no one will come No one ever comes It's a crime to be sad in this world 20 years old and I am supposed to enjoy every single moment of every single day but I don't I just go to work and return home lay back cry feel cry feel cry cry cry always crying never stopping always feeling always. I'm not even sure how to smile anymore Smile? No. All I do is feel.