I realized that I didn't actually love you I only loved how you made me feel and who you were but I was young and I thought that the way you made me feel was love the way you would listen to me hear me and promise me things you were like the petal and I was the rose and just like the petal you soon started to die and eventually f a d e away
you lied to me and broke your promise when you said you'll never leave I lied when I said "I know"
because look at us now you're at your house laughing and talking like I was never in your life I'm here laughing and talking like you never were in my life and after all I actually think I'm going to be okay