I don't know how this should begin
But I keep thinking about this huge mess that I'm in
At one point my life was all based around a sin
In a time where I would go and invite my demons in
Wasn't too far gone, but then the drugs came
Everything went wrong, and I was not the same
Ticking time bomb, i was going too insane
Visions too long, and only me to blame
Didn't trust my friends, thought they'd **** me in the end
Tried so hard to justify, but it all was just pretend
Tried to end my life, like it was just another trend
So afraid of being attacked but I had no need to defend