Thank you for nothing because that is exactly
what you did for me nothing
Except leave this burning hole in my chest
that causes me pain every time I take a breath
It has become a constant reminder
that most of us will always live in pain
**** it hurts but I will not cry
I hate that I let you steal all the light from my once bright life
Its been nothing but cold and dark
Since then I have been struggling to find my way back through the blinding darkness
Crawling on my hands and knees I don't want to get up and continue to fall anymore
Sad to say that I feel safe on the cold wet floor

A 2013